But, i like you.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Yes, I am rude
But, i like you.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Kepada semua blogger;tolong ajar saya bahasa melayu?:D
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
boreeeed(!)
Saturday, March 13, 2010
emir is a pig
Friday, March 12, 2010
kutuk me?
damn, bodoh la kau aku ingatkan kau baik dan sopan,malang sekali kau bodoh
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
thurrrrsday!
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
amazingly hotstuff
90210 <3
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
simonna
aniqo
Friday, February 26, 2010
feel my heart;
Fine, i understand he has a girlfriend. but does he understand how i feel?. obviously, he does he just let it go and ignore it. he thinks that im like other girls out there who play with guys like so many scandal.i am not sumpah tak. Tipsy thats what i feel to take him back to me to be mine forver<3 im insane! that just could not happen cus He doesnt love me anymore:(. what can i say? hes forgetting me. he even told me that " we do it slowly k? " as in scandal. he kissed me on my cheek. thats the last day we met as in like each other. but i still like him. And then, i said to him " okay :)" i do everything for him to make him be with me till die. but it just happened in halfway. With a dizzying jolt, my dream abruptly became a nightmare! because of him. U know what, its been 5 months im being like this with no life. I know i need to move one, i did.. i pertending it to make me happy and to forget him. but its rough. Disaster it be. im just like this with no life and i hate my life. i sembahyang, try to be normal and wanted to clean all my sins. nigtmares changed me into that. i like. i dont care i wont give up to move on
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
moving on
So far so good, not bad like the last time. Im moving on :) thanks to my friends for being here for me. Fafa, meyshna thanks babes <3 and others. I’m in love with school now haha, the friends are so nice and the teachers, some of them are lovely. I study very well ,I learned maths and its kinda hard cus I didn’t learn some of the chapters when I was form two and one, I learned in a different parts.
I miss the hang out cus ive been punish to stay at home which is grounded in 3 months plus one week so its three months one week! -.- I only can go out for study and practice for cheer. Tired you know. The practice’s killing my ribs. haha
Yesterday was okay day. I went to biela’s house and online kat sana then alia ameera call to lepak at secret recipe and lepak at nadiah’s house, I wanted to go babe but i promised with biela to study at her house plus no money. I spend it a lot last week buying foods :D. I was tired damn tired semalam.
The thing I don’t like is REMPITZ. Everytime I walk home they always kacau me , I hate it, its annoying. And geli la eww. Especially a guy , botak his name is gedar or whtever, what a stupid nickname he has. Hes the one stupid asshole, jackass! Botak pulak tu.
And last night, i slept at 9 woke up at 10 mlm. I don’t know why. Then I was hungry,
I cooked and ate. Then I went to sleep again. Then at 2.30 morning, nazhif called
, he called we talked , suddenly he called me I don’t why but its okay , im kinda liking it :P aha. We talked and talked till half three. Then went back to sleep again.
Sooooo, thts what happened. And we’ll see what happen next ;)
I miss the hang out cus ive been punish to stay at home which is grounded in 3 months plus one week so its three months one week! -.- I only can go out for study and practice for cheer. Tired you know. The practice’s killing my ribs. haha
Yesterday was okay day. I went to biela’s house and online kat sana then alia ameera call to lepak at secret recipe and lepak at nadiah’s house, I wanted to go babe but i promised with biela to study at her house plus no money. I spend it a lot last week buying foods :D. I was tired damn tired semalam.
The thing I don’t like is REMPITZ. Everytime I walk home they always kacau me , I hate it, its annoying. And geli la eww. Especially a guy , botak his name is gedar or whtever, what a stupid nickname he has. Hes the one stupid asshole, jackass! Botak pulak tu.
And last night, i slept at 9 woke up at 10 mlm. I don’t know why. Then I was hungry,
I cooked and ate. Then I went to sleep again. Then at 2.30 morning, nazhif called
, he called we talked , suddenly he called me I don’t why but its okay , im kinda liking it :P aha. We talked and talked till half three. Then went back to sleep again.
Sooooo, thts what happened. And we’ll see what happen next ;)
Saturday, January 30, 2010
bestfriend, I am sorry
Frustrate
God, I am so depressed , frus and fed up for being me!. I lose my friendship,
And got family problem. I miss my old me I miss the past<3 and I messed up so bad. I want my bestfriends back, mell and jeja. I am so sorry so sorry what I did wrong, I’ve nobody else now ,he left me like fuck and it does hurt too much.i taught I had him to be my side but well the things happened last Christmas. Currently, I just
need support from my besties, old besties. I wanted to say sorry but I guess
the time obstruct me to say to them. I tried so hard since 2009 and still now. I prayed to god cus I want them back, I need some advice a greater one. Please babes, give me some chance. I’ve no place to story to and to create my new life for this
2010!. Sorry again if I annoyed you about him, and broke your promises.
Again, I am sorry truly sorry , this time I realize the mistakes what I did. These days
I feel empty, sad and angry. I just don’t know what to do, I cried many times to fix
This problem but im weak and now ive to be strong and I am not gonna let this happen
Again cus its killing me. I cant even focus on anything I was trying to think of myself but I guess that is just too selfish!. I hurt my bestfriend and I need to say sorry and I am begging now with tears that I am sorry.
God, I am so depressed , frus and fed up for being me!. I lose my friendship,
And got family problem. I miss my old me I miss the past<3 and I messed up so bad. I want my bestfriends back, mell and jeja. I am so sorry so sorry what I did wrong, I’ve nobody else now ,he left me like fuck and it does hurt too much.i taught I had him to be my side but well the things happened last Christmas. Currently, I just
need support from my besties, old besties. I wanted to say sorry but I guess
the time obstruct me to say to them. I tried so hard since 2009 and still now. I prayed to god cus I want them back, I need some advice a greater one. Please babes, give me some chance. I’ve no place to story to and to create my new life for this
2010!. Sorry again if I annoyed you about him, and broke your promises.
Again, I am sorry truly sorry , this time I realize the mistakes what I did. These days
I feel empty, sad and angry. I just don’t know what to do, I cried many times to fix
This problem but im weak and now ive to be strong and I am not gonna let this happen
Again cus its killing me. I cant even focus on anything I was trying to think of myself but I guess that is just too selfish!. I hurt my bestfriend and I need to say sorry and I am begging now with tears that I am sorry.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Hunny
I MISS YOU !
how are you? hows ireland? hows grlfriends?
hows things? . gosh i havent talk to you in like
fucking ages!btw guys Lorna's her name.
I wanted to call you but no credit ,
btw i cant go on the website to reply
your email because i lose the address
. well, i just reply it here,
Im fine thanks, school's okay
not bad and the friends here
are amazing :)) they are so nice
and very pretty :o haha.
U should come here babe and
bring all the gangz haha,
i miss THEM<3>
was it you who called me
yesterday at 3 in the morning?
if its you, sorry that time i was sleeping
and my dad answered. hey, btw tell all the
girls that i say hiii and i miss yous :)
how are you? hows ireland? hows grlfriends?
hows things? . gosh i havent talk to you in like
fucking ages!btw guys Lorna's her name.
I wanted to call you but no credit ,
btw i cant go on the website to reply
your email because i lose the address
. well, i just reply it here,
Im fine thanks, school's okay
not bad and the friends here
are amazing :)) they are so nice
and very pretty :o haha.
U should come here babe and
bring all the gangz haha,
i miss THEM<3>
was it you who called me
yesterday at 3 in the morning?
if its you, sorry that time i was sleeping
and my dad answered. hey, btw tell all the
girls that i say hiii and i miss yous :)
Keep this as a secret ?
I've got a secret.
It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back
of my lungs.
And I'm gonna keep it.
I know something you don't know.
It sits silence, eats away at me.
It feeds like cancer. This guilt could fill a
fucking sea.
Pulling teeth, wolves at my door.
Now falling and failing is all i know.
We all carry these things inside that no one
else can see.
They hold us down like anchors. They drown us
out at sea.
I look up to the sky, there may be nothing there
to see.
But if i don't believe in him, why would he
believe in me?
It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back
of my lungs.
And I'm gonna keep it.
I know something you don't know.
It sits silence, eats away at me.
It feeds like cancer. This guilt could fill a
fucking sea.
Pulling teeth, wolves at my door.
Now falling and failing is all i know.
We all carry these things inside that no one
else can see.
They hold us down like anchors. They drown us
out at sea.
I look up to the sky, there may be nothing there
to see.
But if i don't believe in him, why would he
believe in me?
Hey you there!
HEY YOU!
I'm alya ,
fifteen
straight
I dont have a stereotype . Im everything kiid!
I'm alya ,
fifteen
straight
I dont have a stereotype . Im everything kiid!
and very nice to meet you there.
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